Monday, April 06, 2009

Pain. Its Hurt.



Speaker gua panas menyorongkan sebuah lagu dan mulut gua kumat kamit mengikut rentak lagu. Nyanyi ikut rentak.

Happiness, it's been no friend to me,
But forever after ain't what it's all cracked up to be
Yeah I had a taste, you were my fantasy,
But I almost lost my faith when I hit reality
I don't need no guru to tell me what to do,
When you feel like a headline on yesterday's news


Nescafe tin Original Flavour beharga RM2.10 yang gua beli dari 7E lewat petang tadi gua teguk laju-laju. Gua harap ada lagi satu tin di tepi meja komputer gua. Cukup untuk supply my caffeine need.

Gua sambung lagi, nyanyian makin kuat.

Lonliness has found a home in me,
My suitcase and guitar are my only family
I've tried to need someone, like they needed me
Well I opened up my heart, but all I did was bleed
I don't need no lover, just to get screwed, oh yeah
They don't make no band-aid that's gonna cover my bruise

Gua cuba hirup lagi baki-baki nescafe yang ada dalam tin tu. Kosong. Sudah habis. gua tengok tepi meja dan menyesal sebab hanya beli satu tin. Gua tolak tin nescafe masuk bakul sampah tepi komputer gua. Volume Sonic Gear Tattoo 320 gua kuatkan.

Dan gua nyanyi nada lebih kuat. Gua screaming sama naik dengan Bon Jovi.

Come on, Come on, Come on
Give me something for the pain,
Give me something for the blues,
Give me something for the pain when I feel I'm danglin' on a hang-man's noose
Give me something for the pain,
Give me something I can use
To get me through the night, make me feel all right,
Something like you !!


That so Bon Jovi. Tak Percaya?

Gua sakit baru-baru ini. Gua tahu sebab gua tak ada invulnerability. Tak mampu control emotional confuse. Stress management gua hancur. Gua mahukan sesuatu atas semua ini.

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